Hi.

I know you come to my blog and read a crapload of stuff, but do you know who I am? I know writing about myself is not enough for you to really really know me. Whatever. I have the About page, but who cares?

1. I am Chiui dela Cruz.
2. I am not a good student, daughter or friend.
3. I am not good.
4. I am a Christian.
5. They say I am smart, but in fact I am not.
6. I like taking pictures even though I am not good at it.
7. I take pictures because it’s my way of trying to appreciate things. I find it hard to appreciate, that’s why most of the time, I complain.
8. I am not a happy person, though I may look like a happy person to you.
9. I don’t like talking a lot when I do not have anything to say. So when you think that I am a shy person because I don’t talk, that probably means A. I don’t like you or B. I find it hard to appreciate you because we don’t share the same interests/you’re not weird and amazing enough. So maybe I need to take a picture of you.
10. I started teaching myself Korean 2 years ago. I am not yet done, and I am not (yet) proficient in that language.
11. I am a braggart and I hate it.
12. I want to be humble so help me God.
13. I already had a boyfriend. Don’t ask me how many I had.
14. I name most of my gadgets/possessions.
15. I don’t like it when people talk to me like I’ve known them for years when we just met minutes ago. I hope they’d at least make it obvious that I don’t know them that much by not talking too much. And give me at least one day to remember their names.
16. I don’t really like mathematics because I am not good at it. But I was once the best one in Algebra…
17. I use three passwords to different social networking accounts.
18. The only games that I love (that are not online games) are The Sims, Plants Vs Zombies, and Cake Mania.
19. When I am bored I go to Pointlesssites.com.
20. I love roses because when I was a teenager I thought girls are supposed to love them. So I ended up loving it. I love it the best when it’s all destroyed and dry…
21. When I watch fireworks, I find it hard to breathe. I think that’s when you use the adjective breath-taking.
22. My cheeks hurt when I smile for strangers with really unfunny jokes. I hate those situations.
23. I really have a hard time dealing with strangers.
24. I also have courtesy problems. I can’t easily interact with the elders. I always think I’m ill-mannered or whatever.
25. I go emo when it’s my birthday. I tend to expect a lot. Really. And when you ask me if I expect a lot, I will say I don’t. And when this happens, NEVER quote this line from my blog because…
26. …I hate it when people quote from my blog right to my face. Don’t do that,I find it creepy.
27. Re-read what you read from this blog. Most of the time people misunderstand what I mean because I am such a bad writer.
28. Once, when I was really angry (I was grounded-no internet for months), there came an earthquake. Seriously!
29. I really crush on girls, but I won’t believe that it makes me a bisexual. It hurts me when people ask me if I’m lesbian. I get those questions a lot.
30. Lastly, I can’t let you go without saying this: I LOVE FIREWORKS. You can’t say you do, too! It’s a different type of loving, and this love of fireworks is just really intense that when I see it at night, I want to go to sleep or lie down in bed to think about something. It means a lot. A LOT. Okay? Hate me if you want to, but they way I love fireworks is really really really really different. And I mean it.

Anything else you want to ask about me? :) Did those things sound scary? I am still a bit nice. I think. So go ahead ask anything. I’m in the mood for answering. :p

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